X-Ray

Each day when the sun erases the darkness
I woke up with the hope of getting a better life
While the ozone restricts the sun to permeate X-rays to my body
I beams the x-rays of faith to evaluate my soul
It often stuck with the metals of sin
Sometimes stiffer like hard black iron
The othertimes tiny like a mild steel.
Each time I do find harborage with my Lord
Humbly, repentantly, with an unmatchable hope
Of getting forgiveness.
He is the One and Only
Have given me the strength for living
Then , now and ever will.
In the floating moments of life when
I ponder myself why I m on the earth?
It is from The Giver I often get the
Answer ,
Bounded but clear one.
The clear part is
The purpose of life is to Understand the creator
And worship Him in a way He taught us.
The limited part is the inner of the innermost
Reasoning behind it
The fact which Him only Knows.
The wisdom of The Wisest to decile the whistlers of wickedness.

Jostler

Walking through the woods of life

Jostling the grasses of evils

That helms to the door of soul

With a haste of furious owl ,

Which gleams the light of Islam,

Do the devils can harm?

Soul of an 'Abdullah'

Crystal clear the answer

Yet they strive to

Err the muslim, in deeds.

Indeed Eyeing , sharing their fruit

Which in real,

Hell, but mantled with

Forged fragile silk .

Diet

 Bowl of white rice awaiting

Blended with chicken gravy

Appeared on black, round, mica sticked  table

 We were three stomachs as the guest for lunch

Cholestroleans  seen grim

Coalesced with oil or not?

Dread they were of getting

Arrested by death

So dieting hard.

How long son

With this curbed grub

Why fear death  

The  inevitable of today or tomorrow.

Do spiritual diet along with your physical one

And Steam out your fear

Of death from mind

For now and ever.

Brained Data entry

 It was night , midnight

Sipping the orange squash

In white plastic glass , while ears are

Piercing the tick ticks of keystrokes

Of men and women

Yound and old

My head is loaded with

Insomniac grieve, And grief

Of doing thoughtless stroke

Pitied myself for my mediocrity

And made the global recession

As armour.

One similar tube lit night

I tipped the verna letters

Puttering it with medical form

Fingers are moving cunning fast

Eyes are fetching sinless letters

It read the people spans

Who lived and died

Between 1894-1955 then 1932-1992

And the list flows

Brain took the job of ciphering

On the epoch of age they lived

Their glorious life ,

But what I see is their birth and death

Between a hyphen of space

How silly is mankind

By turning into mire soil of minerals

Some were rich, some were poor,

Some were innocent , some were guilty

Some were happy , some were sad

Some were hard ,some were soft

Some were greed and some were mild

And now

No clues of their bragging charm

So much so that they weren’t inherited the globe

Aghast , they did not acknowledge

The purpose of their life

Lest they mesmerized by worldliness

Its now my turn

Not to stuck in number traffic

Without pondering

Like a donkey carrying 'The books'

No! I don’t want to be soh

O Lord let my conviction about truth

Spread my blood ,

Let it be my life, my breath

My thought.

O God, let it be as you commanded

I n the book, code of life,

'The Holy Quran'.

Dawn Dream

Was a guest to a poor hut

With single room and a living, but

Strange tribe was the host

Left me alone with an unclear mat.

Shining floor was full of dust

Found myself sweeping best

Movement was like elephant pinna

Result was tiny dingy villa .

Eyes hurled over quad corner nooks

A svelte broom lied there in one of the sees

Now dawn dream left me with a warn

Getting me the tool for my turn.

Men are in loss

I was walking  through the Salmiya streets the other  day. Mind get wandered over by seeing the legion of people and their affairs. Its saddening , an Arabic speaking Islamic country like Kuwait has drowned in to devil's hand of luxury and consumerism.

The lack of  lucidity about the religion Islam, the laziness to observe it , the greed to make money and fame makes  a considerable number of  'Ummah' in chaos .

Why didn’t   our mind take seriously the admonition in Quran ,chapter no:103. The Afternoon. ?

1. By the time.

2. Verily , man is in loss.

3. Except those who believe (in Islamic Monotheism)and do righteous good deeds, and recommend one another to the truth (i.e order one another to perform all kinds of good deeds which Allah has ordained, and abstain from all kinds of sins and evil deeds which Allah has forbidden), and recommend one another to patience (for the sufferings , harms and injuries which one may encounter in Allah's cause during preaching His religion of Islamic monotheism or Jihad).

Allah (swt) promises by testifying the time.  It has a profound significance as time will reach up to the last man in this universe no matter how much he advanced  technologically, physically or socially . It was there in the history witnessing each and every  seasons and shifts .  

Loss is nothing but the loosing of paradise and earning hell as substitute. Not the losing of  your  wealth, children ,job, academic degrees or renowned awards you got , Allah doesnot value you  counting  all that, never.   

In lieu He values, what you done with intelligence that Allah has given you to understand him, what you done with the wealth that Allah has given you, how you brought up your children that Allah has blessed on you, what you done with your knowledge that Allah has bestowed on you.
My dearest brethren understanding Allah(swt) and worship him is the most substantial aim behind our creation. If we fail to do that certainly it doesnot causes any harm to Allah(swt) but we will suffer desperately.

Holy Quan 3:176 says,

And do not be grieved (O muhammed) by those who hasten to disbelieve. Indeed they will never harm Allah at all. Allah intends that he should give them no share in the hereafter, and for them is a great punishment.

Rib of Men

 I came across these lines in one of my diving through the sites, I felt I should fetch it here for my bros & sistrs, It goes as,

Women was made from the rib of man,

She was not created from his head to top him,

Nor from his feet to be stepped upon,

She was made from his side to be close to him,

From beneath his harm to be protected by him,

Near his heart to be loved by him.

I quote this lines here up not for those premariage crooks but for those wedlocked ones.   

We are not angels

Allah has created mankind weak. We are weak bodily , mentally and in every aspects. Even if we accumulated all available aids  we will have yet plethora of limitations.

Constant refreshment in religious teachings is vital to be consistent in our religion. As we are surrounded by people of various backgrounds and activities. We sometimes follow worldly evil either by seeing them or through their persuasion. We are not angels to be perfect in everything. Allah created us like that. He created us with free will and angels without it . What we can do in those times is to repent and invoke Allah to shower his mercy on us.

Allah tells us in the Quran:

But whoever repents after his wrongdoing and reforms, indeed, Allāh will turn to him in forgiveness. Indeed, Allāh is Forgiving and Merciful. (Quran: 5:39)

But afterwards stay away from the environment that made you sin, as being cohesive again makes you vulnerable for satan. He will make you feel like that Allah(swt) has forgiven your previous sin and so this will be the first sin in your account book.

This comes from mere misconception that its only because of our deeds we enter Jannah(paradise). We enter only if Allah has mercy on us , no matter how much righteous we are. And Allah will look at our hearts , he knows how much sincere and pious are His slaves .

"Narrated Aishah (radhi-yallaahu 'anhaa): The Prophet (sal-Allaahu `alayhe wa sallam) said, “Do good deeds properly, sincerely and moderately, and receive good news because one's good deeds will not make him enter Paradise.” They asked, “Even you, O Allah's Messenger?” He said, “Even I, unless and until Allah protects me with His pardon and His Mercy."

Sahih Al-Bukhari, Vol. 8, Hadith No. 474

Actually in the first time repenting we will come to know about its acceptance or rejection only on the day of judgement. This fear of uncertainity has to be a guard for repeating sins.

At the same time don’t lose hope regarding mercy of Allah, as he is the most loving and most merciful. Your beating heart is the proof for his mercy. Man, your stay here is for a little time, maximum 100 years.Hundered years approximately equals to 8,76,600 hours. You can decide your destiny , and it is either Paradise or blazing hell.

Abstaining from all sorts of sins is the real quality of a muthaqi (pious). May Allah (swt) bless us to be a muthaqi. Ameen.

We all are from Allah(swt) and certainly to Him is our return.

Ward off Boasting:

                 Boasting in friend circles today a hobby for some people  .  They adhere this in order to be noticed or for complacency  or to be a hero among them.  There are various ways for showing off  but all  are dependent on how rich you are. Some people are very tricky and smart to advertise themselves , they may seems to us  like  smart,  charming  , lucky  and so  we will try to imitate them.  The trap is here. You will lose your stature as yourself. The person who boast was certainly not genuine and truthful , a genuine man doesn’t boast or  try to act like an ideal man . Any person's  behaviour excellence is in his simplicity in life, humbleness, and modesty.

                     The hip-hop  generations are  like flashing flies they just  depicts  eccentricity . Nevertheless they  might be completely blank about the world's voyage , they might keep telling high things such that  to manifold their value to others. People around them for years  will understand the truth but the  new guys will trust them , and that what they  requires.

                       These hooligans keep yelling about the dozens of  girl/boy  friends they  had  relations and the variety of liquors tasted , drugs consumed,  hotels stayed, places visited, flights travelled, cars owns  what to say they will keep chanting  from ant to elephant  to spice them up.  

                       Believe me  you are not going to have any sort of help from those people, neither worldly nor religiously , putting head infront of them will be like hell to believers  .  So build up friendship with good personalities.  Avoid nutcases so  to protect yourself. They  are not pondering on their lives  , the wondering universe  and  they are the  real retards.

They opted life of this world instead of  life here after.

We believers have to think about the admonition in Quran which says:

                     He has certainly succeeded who purifies himself. And mentions the name of his Lord  and prays . but you prefer the worldly life. While the  hereafter is better and more enduring. (Holy Quran:87:14-17).

                    So beware my friends  . Purify  your hearts by remembering one and only God Almighty. Last but not the least do include me in your duās . 

Imaan

Our Imaan has thus flaw in it,
1. If do not keep five times a day prayer.
2. If we start eat food without by the name of God(Bismillahi rahmani raheem)
3. If we didn’t gaze down our eyes from looking at opposite genders,
4. If we enjoy movies and music programmes.
5. If we are lazy.
6. If we are talking like blah blah blah.
7. If we are greedy and jealous . We are allowed to be jealous only for two things
a. Knowledge
b. Imaan (faith). Because both will benefit muslim ummah as a whole and individually.
8. If we talk lies.
9. If we follow speculations.
10. If we are unjust to our parents, siblings and other people who deals to us justly.
11. If we are untidy.
12. If we are impatient
13. If we are proud and conceit.
14. If we are unhelpful to poor and needy.
15. If we are cruel.
16. If we didn’t introduce Islam to non muslims. Because its an act of mercy and the greatest of socialworks , saving others from hell fire.

Our Porphet Muhammed (s.a.w):

# He never ever criticized any type of food. He eats if he likes it and not if he dislikes.
# He always starts with Islamic greeting Salam Alaikum (May the peace of Allah be upon you) with whomever he meets.
# He always used to sit with poor people.
# In a meeting he used to sit in the last available seat.

# He was the most charitable among the people.
# He never say "NO" to someone who asks help.
# He used to be patient with ignorants and bore the insults.
# He used to talk in a pleasant manner and grabbed the hands of whom he spoke. He never holdback his hand before the other do.

# He used to listen people's talks carefully.
# If feels anything against his conscience, he showed dislike on face.
# He never beaten anybody unless he engaged in war.
# He never shown proud and over joy when he triumphs.

# He disinclined towards the worldly life.
# Telling lies is a matter of anger for him.
# He likes consistency in all actions and deeds even if it is small .
# He used to shorten the length of congregation prayer and lengthen if he is praying alone.

# He used to place his right hand on his right cheek while he sleep.
# When he hears something which pleases him, he used to thank Allah by prostration.
# If heard something which displeases him , he used to say ' all glorifies to Allah who blessed to fulfill good deeds' . And if he finds something nasty, he says,' glorify to Allah on all occasions'.

Stick to Prayer:

I m reminding all my brothers and sisters to strictly perform five times a day Swalath(). This will certainly help us to remain calm and serene. Focus your mind to Salat completely while perform.

I remember an incident in history that, Urwa bin Zubair, Grandson of Aboobacker Siddeeq (r.a) that he became in such a state that one of his legs to be amputated inorder to cure his ailment. So the doctor tried to give him a glass of wine as anesthesia, so that he can cut Urwa's leg. But he rejected the wine instead told doctor to cut his leg while he was doing his prayer so that he will not feel the pain of cutting. He was so involved in his prayer that he wasn’t able to acknowledge what was happening in his own body. The doctor chopped the leg as he said . This shows the depth of Imaan Urwa bin Zubair(r.a) had.

Think my brothers and sisters where we stand among muslims , we have to accept that we cant become like the Sahabas as they are the best of Ummah. But shouldn’t we show atleast 1 percent of that. For us , its only then when we stand up to pray all the useless things in world gathers up to our mind. This should be changed.


As Prayer is the second most important pillar in Islam after Shahadah, we must give its importance, for that, learn the meaning of Arabic dua's , Surah Fatiha its explanations and also the meaning of Surahs which we often recite.This will help us to concentrate on our congregation to a great extend. May Allah bless us to focus on our prayers.

Young muslim brothers and sisters:

We all know that its not easy to practice Islam in a world in which each and every section of the arena promotes flesh trade, grave intersex relationship, fashion, luxury, music, movies, unhealthy games and all kind of dirty rubbishes. All those can grab us through television, internet, mobile, friendcircles, parties, outings , picnics, class rooms, workplaces, hostels etc. A careless move for a second or minute will make us a sinner.

Allah tells in the Quran:

Do men think that they will be left alone on saying "we believe", and that they will not be tested? We did test those before them , and Allah will certainly know those who are true from those who are false.(29:2-3)

Yes He do test us. He will test in such a way that our faith(maan) will shake horribly . We are unquestionably confident about the truthness of our religion but the uncontrollable desires, the impatience, and the greed of the human mind will be the testing factor.

Be sure and firm in mind that we will not mortgage the eternal life of paradise for mere temporary worldly things.

On the day of judgement when  the sun is about 1 feet above  the people we  will cry out  unable to withstand the immense heat. Three group from the people will get the shade of throne of Allah , and they will be in a state of cool. One of the group were,their speciality is, they rejected a call for fornication at their beaming youth by only fearing Allah.

We must have utmost faith in The Almighty, and be in mind that He is testing us to be strong in our religion , and do remember that there are millions of young muslim who are going through diverse ordeal. We all have one aim that is "to win jannah(paradise)", one way of life '' that is Islam", and one God who is Allah. Do pray to Allah particularly for the young muslims around the globe to strengthen our faith and to keep out ourselves from all kinds of sins.